Well so you decided to find out about the woman behind "Broads"? :)
Thats great. I am a 22 year old BBW , who has not always found herself the ideal beauty, in fact i lacked any love for my body for the longest time.
I am 6'1 and have always been a plus size woman, but as i got older the cuteness of the "baby fat"
just became ugly fat.
I am a shy woman and being a tall woman i was always called " Jolly green giant" and other tall jokes taunt my memory, but unlike my 5'10 older sister i was not a size 8.
I was the butt of every ones jokes. But i could have learn to deal with that if i only had some surport from someone. My mom who until she had my sister and i, was a size 8. Told me all the time i would be so much more pretty if i lost some weight.
When i went out into the world of size 2 , i thought that what my family and peers where saying were right . I started to see myself as a fat cow, ugly and stupit. If a man like me i thought he was just making me part of one more joke.
Years of depression, and self - abuse , staving myself and eating everything in site. That was what my life became.
I had lost my will to care . Then out of no where i found someone who cared, someone who loved me, all of me , he found me a crying mess of a woman , on the floor of the Tim Hortons. He became my best friend, as he wiped my tears and showed me the truth.
I was a Beautiful woman , one whos thoughts and feelings mattered. He dident look past my size he loved my size. He fell in love with me, not the person i predended to be, even with all my masks up he saw the real me. I reamber crying and turning into is arms when he would stand me in front of the miror. He would say "Look , Look at how beautiful you are, you are my angel, my goddess"
It took me a long time to see even the slightest of prettenest in my refletion, still haunted by my past. But he wouldent give up , and now i feel pretty, i still need to work at it, but now i have someone who loves me the real me. i am marrying him this summer:)
What i want this web mag to do is to inspire you. I want you to come to this site to feel lifted up. I want you to come here and know that there are other women, who know what you are going thro. That there are awsome men out there who see us as the beautiful woman we are, here you can share you stories, and find articals that are what you need to read about and love read about. We are looking for your words, stories and comments, this is an online mag made for you and by you , so please enjoy
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